Well, I'm surviving. I'm slowly coming out of the funk of living a mindset and life of cancer the last couple of months. I'm working on accepting the fact that if indeed the scan next month (next week!) shows no growth, or even better, no more enlarged lymph node, that the last 3+ months I HAVE lived with cancer, even if I didn't really have cancer this whole time. It's really been a struggle when you'd assume relief. I'm afraid to be too optimistic in fear that I'd have to return to the world of cancer AGAIN. It's a bit of trauma and now I have to trust that it's okay, it will be okay, and to live without the fear.

I am also trying to take away life lessons and learn from this experience. One, I can always make more money but not more time. How to give myself more grace and compassion. Trying to slow down and live fully, not as busy (hardest one it seems to be for me to learn).

So again, thank you for your patience, I ask for your grace and forgiveness if I haven't been responsive. I'm here, I'm dealing, and if you really want to get in my face, put it on the calendar because I may not have time to get back to you, but if it's on the calendar, it exists!

<3

Book a dinner date with me! Or lunch.

Perhaps a SUP date.